Blargh..

As in, blargh, an expression of exasperation, not blarg, the new code word for blog..
So, looks like page 20 won't be on time. It's nearly done but I'm severely lacking motivation. Right now, I don't want to do anything; I just want to run off and join the Coast Guard. Or at least go get some books from the library and read about my wonderful future.
Since all the fun things, like my bday and new year's, ended last weekend, I've been feeling singularly depressed. Now there's nothing to look forward to except long dreary months of writing my paper. God, how I wish now I had never applied to write it. What was I thinking??!!
And something else is dampening my spirits too..but I still have a last-ditch plan to try and fix that..just have to figure out how to get to Frederick without a car >.<