Well, I am running out of excuses. Other than that driving school takes up an inordinate amount of time in the middle of the day, which makes getting things done a big bowl of blargh.
Well, next week "school" starts (even though I don't have class until Saturday) so maybe I'll buckle down. And go back to those freakin schedules! I obviously need them. But seriously..the past few days I've been all over the place, with appointments and errands and all sorts of goodness. And without a car it all takes forever.
Besides that I'm feeling bummed about my art again. None of it is actually significant in any kind of way I feel: So I drew a pretty picture. So what? So I wrote a story about some elves running around and fighting each other. So what? They're all just idle fantasies, something people look at for a moment and then forget about. I don't want to be another Mercedes Lackey or Anne McCaffrey! (No matter how famous that will make me..) I want to change the world. So why do I just keep drawing pretty elves?? Why do I write silly stories about demons and faerie, and not really important stuff?? Am I doomed to be a hack???????
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I'll have to agree that you are doomed....dooooooooooommmeeeddd!!!
(and that was a pretty elf)
blargh..
so my life is a failure..
even that picture is a failure, because i can't fix it on the computer, i need to do that part over by hand and patch it. but there's no scannerness, so i cant.
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